something on my mind

We will never be able to understand the world.
We live in a world that glorifies all decisions and lifestyles.... And yet society still remains
un-supporting.
The world is very contradicting.
It leaves us feeling like were constantly stumbling in the dark.
We sit in our own solitude wondering if we'll ever be on common grounds with societies standards.
We will never be able to please the world.
For a while I was taught that I could choose what I wanted and what would make me happy, but
with the world and societies standards breathing down my back I felt like my agency was none
existent. I thought I got to choose what mattered in my life.
Many people in this world are fake (what's real in this world anymore?) Don't for one second
believe they have things more figured out than you do because they don't.
We are all looking for answers. We may not even know the questions to them. We just want
closure.


The world is like a Monet. Its beautiful from a far, but up close its a mess.